Unless I’m drunk or simply being crazy. Hahaha
Gone are the days where I hope that we’re destined.
But I occasionally go back to where we first started. Not to wish that we’ll end up here but just to remember. That place that will always be special to [us] me. That place that holds a lot of memories.
That place where I have left all my feelings for you.
That place where you’d find the greatest secrets kept for years.
They remember memories that we, humans, forget.
They remember everything, the smallest of details, the deepest feelings that were kept within.
How will it feel like to be a thing that remembers beyond what mind can hold?
I like talking to my old friends. They make me realize who I was before all these asdfghjkl things happened. I’m glad to realize that I’ve got so much energy and happiness in me back then. But at the same time, I’m sad because these conversations with them made me miss my old self. Maybe that’s the reason why I’ve always been afraid to reach out to them. I’m afraid to meet my 16 year old self. A lot of things happened that made me change. Honestly I don’t know if it’s a positive thing or…All I know is that I’m a different person now and there’s no way it’ll ever go back to what it used to be.
But it’s not bad to be visiting your old self from time to time either.
You are the best version of yourself. Never compare it with someone else. You are beautiful! You are amazing! Don’t get tired of reminding yourself that you are blessed! Be your the number one fan of yourself because no one knows you better. No one knows what you can do.
One day consists of 86,400 seconds. Each one containing countless options, possibilities and decisions, which only one can emerge.